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Season 2 · Episode 17

Jeweled Justice - Finding Your Voice Through Spoken Word Poetry

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  1. 0:01Welcome, welcome, welcome, welcome to Alienize Photos Industry Talk, and I'm going to jump
  2. 0:09right into it.
  3. 0:10I got a special guest next to me, a good friend in the art industry, poetry industry
  4. 0:17to be exact, but we do a lot of creative things.
  5. 0:20I'm sitting here with Ms. Jewel Justice.
  6. 0:23Hello, it's good to see you again.
  7. 0:26All right.
  8. 0:27It's been a while.
  9. 0:28Has been a while.
  10. 0:29We don't, you know, get out and kick it and have a lot of shows together because I'm not
  11. 0:34actively performing, but how have you been?
  12. 0:37I've been well.
  13. 0:39Poetry has been treating me nicely.
  14. 0:41I haven't modeled in a few seasons, but I still support that community, and I've
  15. 0:49just been branching out more with performances and features, and I'm currently for National
  16. 0:56Poetry Month taking on the 30 for 30 Challenge.
  17. 0:59So I'm writing a new poem every day for the month of April.
  18. 1:05I did that for about a couple months with a good friend who's a good model in the
  19. 1:11city.
  20. 1:11I'm up here with Dinesha Jones.
  21. 1:13We had a period where, yeah, it was like two to three months of just writing
  22. 1:19every day.
  23. 1:20We have a prompt or just a word and we just make a poem about it.
  24. 1:24So that was that was my little 30 for 30, even though I went a little longer.
  25. 1:30But, you know, I'm glad to hear that.
  26. 1:32I'll not look out for it.
  27. 1:33Yeah, I'm currently backlogged on posting them, so I'm playing catch up with
  28. 1:38posting. I've been putting them over on threads and then I also create imagery
  29. 1:45to put them on my Instagram accounts.
  30. 1:50Just for the audience that may not know who Jewel Justice is.
  31. 1:55Who is Jewel Justice?
  32. 1:57Jewel Justice is a poet and creative supporter.
  33. 2:01By that, I mean, I utilize words to convey a message to audiences, to.
  34. 2:09Invoke emotions and critical thinking and for a creative supporter, I support
  35. 2:17the arts in any capacity that they exist.
  36. 2:21I'm glad you said creative supporter, because that's actually how I got
  37. 2:25started in the photography industry and video production, you know, the.
  38. 2:31Performing at shows, hosting, feature, whatever the case may be, but I get off
  39. 2:36stage, pull out the iPhone.
  40. 2:39Yes, iPhone and record, take pictures.
  41. 2:42I'm like, let me just invest in the actual camera and do it that way.
  42. 2:48And I did study the game, learned all that I could.
  43. 2:52I never looked back.
  44. 2:53Yes, it's interesting when artists are multifaceted, it takes a lot of strength
  45. 3:02and courage to not allow yourself to be boxed into one craft.
  46. 3:11It's actually refreshing to hear.
  47. 3:12You know, I don't hear that often, you know, for someone who also does,
  48. 3:17you know, a lot of things create creatively.
  49. 3:22So that's that's the question.
  50. 3:25So what are some of the things you love to support?
  51. 3:29Like if I could go to X, Y, Z and whatever state, country or even a Cleveland,
  52. 3:37what type of show would it be?
  53. 3:38First of all, and then what would that itinerary is lengthy?
  54. 3:47I'm not sure if you're aware, but Cleveland's theater district is only
  55. 3:52second to Broadway in New York.
  56. 3:54So I spent a great deal of time with my daughter and my family elder
  57. 4:00before she passed on going to plays at Playhouse as well in Caramoo.
  58. 4:08We I recently had the privilege and the honor to take my daughter
  59. 4:12to see the Cleveland Orchestra play the film score of the Black Panther
  60. 4:18while the Black Panther played.
  61. 4:21And she until two years ago
  62. 4:24played the violin herself.
  63. 4:27And so she was able to see what you can do with classical music
  64. 4:33and how it can ebb and flow and advance and change and shift
  65. 4:38and how it is relevant to more than just traditional orchestra.
  66. 4:45And so she enjoyed herself.
  67. 4:48So singing, we have gone to see and support the Cleveland Chorale.
  68. 4:54I was a part of the Cleveland Chorale when they performed
  69. 4:57their first performance with the NBA All Stars.
  70. 5:03When the Real Black Friday took over Tower City.
  71. 5:08Last year before last year?
  72. 5:10Yeah, maybe it has maybe been two or three years. Yeah, OK.
  73. 5:14So music, I support a lot of the various Cleveland artists.
  74. 5:20I don't want to start naming names.
  75. 5:22So we so we don't have to play charges in my heart and not my head.
  76. 5:26But there is a plethora of available talent in Cleveland
  77. 5:31from traditional arts to untraditional arts to informal
  78. 5:37and contemporary and to dance.
  79. 5:41And the list goes on. So I support it all.
  80. 5:45And if I'm not able to support in person or financially,
  81. 5:48I support by informing others what is available to be
  82. 5:54indulged in in the city.
  83. 5:59You touched on a lot of a lot of good things,
  84. 6:01but just to circle back around, you might have forgot to.
  85. 6:05What what type of event would you go to if you had to choose?
  86. 6:10OK, let's say it's a lot of events going on in the city.
  87. 6:13Why? What type of event would you like?
  88. 6:17I love this type of thing.
  89. 6:20I love modeling. I love poetry.
  90. 6:22I love. What type and then?
  91. 6:25Like, I don't say organization, I don't think anybody out there.
  92. 6:28Let's just start with what type of event.
  93. 6:31OK, I guess I'm going to have to cheat festivals.
  94. 6:34OK, I love it. I see what you did there.
  95. 6:37Because at a festival, you can catch a little bit of everything.
  96. 6:43There's two festivals that I've
  97. 6:47supported recently.
  98. 6:48One is newer and one has been around for a few years.
  99. 6:52And what they have on display is they have stages available
  100. 6:55for various arts and artists to be able to showcase their work,
  101. 7:00as well as having vendor areas for artists to be able to sell
  102. 7:04their work, as well as having active workshops going on
  103. 7:08so you can see the work, the artists live and in action.
  104. 7:12So by being able to be in a space of a festival, you have the
  105. 7:17collective community of collaboration and creatives
  106. 7:21coming together in one place.
  107. 7:23I love that, like you said, creative collaboration like that is.
  108. 7:30You know, those two words just rings my bell and you put them together
  109. 7:34just like, you know, me as an entrepreneur and also as a creative.
  110. 7:38I'm a creative entrepreneur.
  111. 7:39So I love that connected joint pieces
  112. 7:45like creative entrepreneur collaboration, like put those two together.
  113. 7:50Then, you know, that sums up me and what I stand for.
  114. 7:52I'm all about that and support.
  115. 7:54I love supporting others and especially people that's doing
  116. 7:58positive things, have a positive message and always say,
  117. 8:02I elevate positive stories.
  118. 8:05So I know I asked you at the creative meetup a few weeks back.
  119. 8:12It was along the lines of your creative process
  120. 8:15and living in Cleveland, or some may even say New York,
  121. 8:19but we're here in Cleveland, Ohio.
  122. 8:22The weather, it becomes gloomy and sunny and rainy and snowy
  123. 8:26all in one day sometimes.
  124. 8:29So how would you describe your creative process
  125. 8:33if it was a weather forecast?
  126. 8:38The phenomenon
  127. 8:40that I would use to describe my creative process
  128. 8:45is not common to the Cleveland or even Ohio area.
  129. 8:50OK, there it's volcano volcano erupting.
  130. 8:55Yes. It is a delicate
  131. 9:00juxtaposition between life and destruction.
  132. 9:05Creation and destruction, life and death,
  133. 9:08the power of words and language can either pour into someone
  134. 9:14and create life and create prosperity or can create destitution.
  135. 9:20And so I've become more mindful of being able to use language
  136. 9:26and my craft with poetry to speak life
  137. 9:31and to speak into existence, things that I want to be
  138. 9:35in a positive manner.
  139. 9:37But I am fully cognizant and aware of the times
  140. 9:41where I've used language in a destructive manner.
  141. 9:45And even when I have been on the receiving end
  142. 9:49of destructive language and I am in a process of learning
  143. 9:54how to recreate the narrative, not to take away
  144. 10:01from what has existed, but to learn how to better edify
  145. 10:07the truths that I not want to believe because I'm creating
  146. 10:12a utopia, but want to believe because.
  147. 10:17If not, there's the only option is death
  148. 10:20if I don't believe that life is possible.
  149. 10:25Some powerful words, and I know I know you personally
  150. 10:28and know we have a similar style as far as pushing
  151. 10:32positivity and, you know, big on words and language.
  152. 10:37So how do you balance that?
  153. 10:38Like, there's a lot of darkness, negativity around you,
  154. 10:44you know, because it's natural to write about it and talk about it.
  155. 10:47But how do you turn that into a positive light?
  156. 10:51A lot of the times it's I'm learning recently
  157. 10:56that a lot of the ways that I've been expressing myself
  158. 10:59and have been allowed voice isn't just me.
  159. 11:03It comes from my faith in God.
  160. 11:07It comes from me allowing him to guide my words and my footsteps.
  161. 11:12And for a while, I ran away from that.
  162. 11:17Not because I feared.
  163. 11:21So it was because I feared the responsibility
  164. 11:25and the mantle and the calling that I knew that I was supposed to serve in
  165. 11:29and being from a place where I was constantly told
  166. 11:35that I wasn't worth feeling that need.
  167. 11:40How did you prepare for that?
  168. 11:41How did you know you were worthy?
  169. 11:43I still question it, but I have been left with no choice
  170. 11:49but to follow and move.
  171. 11:51So I have a poem where I talk about how God treats you
  172. 11:56like the two year old you take to the bowling alley
  173. 11:58and they have the bumpers up to cover the gutter.
  174. 12:02So you have no choice but to stay in your lane.
  175. 12:06So some events have happened in my life where I have no choice
  176. 12:11but to be focused because what I was using as a coping mechanism
  177. 12:16or a distraction have been removed.
  178. 12:19And it was not a fun process.
  179. 12:25Take me back in just to mention for the audience,
  180. 12:28how long have you been in the poetry industry?
  181. 12:31I have been writing poetry since I've known how to use words.
  182. 12:36OK, so let's just take us all back.
  183. 12:43So I love discussing different industries.
  184. 12:46So how was the poetry scene or poetry industry
  185. 12:51for you when you first started versus how it is now?
  186. 13:01I'm a poet in the traditional sense.
  187. 13:04I am a poet in that I use my poetry to record my lived experiences
  188. 13:10or the lived experiences of those around me.
  189. 13:15I am coming to accepting my poetry is not for entertainment.
  190. 13:24My poetry is to convey a message.
  191. 13:26It is to enlighten the mind.
  192. 13:29It is to stir the heart.
  193. 13:31It is to cause one to look at self and reflect on
  194. 13:39whether or not the person they currently are
  195. 13:41is who they want to continue to be.
  196. 13:45It is to challenge the perceptions that people build around themselves.
  197. 13:51When I came into poetry, the poetry that I came into growing up in,
  198. 13:58in the poets that were around me,
  199. 14:01they used their poetry to activate, for advocacy,
  200. 14:05to speak out against injustice.
  201. 14:09And that's not entertainment.
  202. 14:12That's not fun.
  203. 14:14That's not going to always garner laughs and claps and adoration.
  204. 14:20It's going to cause people to admonish you occasionally
  205. 14:25because it's uncomfortable when you step,
  206. 14:29when you make a statement and someone feel as if their toes have been stepped on.
  207. 14:34And instead of going
  208. 14:36and getting the first aid kit to mend themselves,
  209. 14:39they'd rather place blame.
  210. 14:43And so I didn't grow up in what a lot of people
  211. 14:48and I'm coming to know the term is slam poetry
  212. 14:52or competitions with poetry.
  213. 14:56I don't memorize my poetry.
  214. 14:59I read it.
  215. 15:01And one thing that speaking to a fellow poet
  216. 15:05that does similarly read their poetry has stated to me
  217. 15:09and we even are working on a project together.
  218. 15:13They said my emotions are my punctuation.
  219. 15:20And that stuck with me because when I do read my poems,
  220. 15:24I can vividly go back to the emotions
  221. 15:27that I was expressing during the poem and that comes out when I read it
  222. 15:33without having to practice
  223. 15:36theatrics to go along with the poem.
  224. 15:40And so the way that I speak, the cadences that I use,
  225. 15:45the words that I convey, the motions when I do use movement.
  226. 15:51It's sincere.
  227. 15:55And I'm not saying that those that participate in slam poetry are insincere.
  228. 16:00It's just not my style of poetry and it's not how I grew up in poetry.
  229. 16:05Now, I've attempted to do a few slams here and there.
  230. 16:10And recently, I actually received positive feedback that I'm doing better
  231. 16:15considering when I first slammed a few years ago. Yeah.
  232. 16:20But it's still.
  233. 16:23It's a difference for me.
  234. 16:26And even when I did participate in this most recent slam,
  235. 16:31because of the rules that were established around this particular slam,
  236. 16:35I ended up doing something that most people don't know I'm capable of,
  237. 16:40which is freestyling.
  238. 16:44And I freestyle without a prompted word.
  239. 16:50And I ended up making it.
  240. 16:53I didn't make it to the last round, but I made it further
  241. 16:56than I made it previously with attempting to participate in a slam.
  242. 17:02And I was proud of myself and allowing myself that time to.
  243. 17:09Express from a pure place of creativity.
  244. 17:13Very pure to have you freestyle a little bit later or maybe read.
  245. 17:21I don't want to put you in the spot, but you know,
  246. 17:24I give you that option, freestyle or a read poem that you've written.
  247. 17:29And I was actually one of my questions about slam poetry, because
  248. 17:34I can slam, but I prefer more performance poetry.
  249. 17:39Like, that's not my style.
  250. 17:40Like you said, some people do it for different reasons and slam poetry.
  251. 17:45It's like that.
  252. 17:46It's a whole nother level.
  253. 17:48And it's not me.
  254. 17:50I love making people feel good.
  255. 17:53It's like that chilling, kind of like you put on a record from Common
  256. 17:58or, you know, a lot of positive artists.
  257. 18:03That's that's just me.
  258. 18:05So I want to ask you the question
  259. 18:08for the audience
  260. 18:09that may not know the difference between performance and slam poetry.
  261. 18:13We're under the key differences in your opinion.
  262. 18:22So even for me, there's performance poetry,
  263. 18:27there's slam poetry, and then there is poetry for the sake of poetry.
  264. 18:36And also written versus spoken word.
  265. 18:40Yes. And for me, what those differences are
  266. 18:43slam poetry, traditional slam poetry,
  267. 18:47because we even know that within slam poetry, there are deviations.
  268. 18:53I'm coming to learn that traditional slam poetry.
  269. 18:57Three minute limit memorized is typically no prop usage.
  270. 19:08And you have to convey the message within the time frame
  271. 19:12without stuttering and capture the audience
  272. 19:16and be cognizant of the connectivity of your
  273. 19:20how your piece connects from one stanza to the next.
  274. 19:25It's not always about format, although sometimes there is
  275. 19:29can be format included.
  276. 19:32It's more about the punch lines, the metaphors,
  277. 19:37the similes, the imagery, the pictures that you can paint
  278. 19:40with the words that you use to sway the audience and or the judges.
  279. 19:45And that performance poetry.
  280. 19:50Borrowed from slam.
  281. 19:53And that it is traditionally memorized.
  282. 19:58It adds a theatrical element, so prop usage is available.
  283. 20:04Full body is available for movement to similar
  284. 20:09to a stage play, which some poems such as Shakespeare are actually
  285. 20:14play play length.
  286. 20:17And so it engages the creation of character usage
  287. 20:22and storytelling into the poetry,
  288. 20:25whereas the poetry that I write doesn't always use a character.
  289. 20:31I may not always use metaphors or similes or puns.
  290. 20:36I know what they are.
  291. 20:38I know how to utilize analogy and simile
  292. 20:41and rhyme scheme and sonnets versus haiku.
  293. 20:45I know my foundations.
  294. 20:48I am a free verse writer, so I write what comes to me.
  295. 20:53And the main literary tool that I use the most is word connotation.
  296. 20:58So that means I play with the way words are perceived,
  297. 21:02not just the etymology of a word, which is the definition of the word
  298. 21:07and where it is coming from,
  299. 21:10but also with how the person in the audience
  300. 21:14will perceive the word that I've used based on their personal lived experiences.
  301. 21:20So that lends the word to be interpreted amongst
  302. 21:24even people in the same room differently because of their personal impact.
  303. 21:30And so that's what I utilize the most with my poetry.
  304. 21:37And so it causes you to sit back and think a little bit more
  305. 21:41than just feeling good in the moment.
  306. 21:47So who would you say your favorite artist is?
  307. 21:50Like, I know you're big with words.
  308. 21:53So to me, it may sound like your favorite artist.
  309. 21:56Maybe you're good with words and how to use words.
  310. 21:59But who is your favorite artist or artistess?
  311. 22:03Besides me, you know.
  312. 22:05You about to get me in some trouble.
  313. 22:09So we go start this off with charge it to my head and not my heart.
  314. 22:14I love all of my poets, some that stand out to me.
  315. 22:20Because we both have artists, friends, so you know how that is.
  316. 22:23Exactly. We we're about to.
  317. 22:26So it could be mainstream or underground mixed roles.
  318. 22:31For her theatrics,
  319. 22:34you her theater background and her creative back,
  320. 22:37her very diverse creative background comes out
  321. 22:41not only in her writing, but her stage presence and performance.
  322. 22:47Complexity, I would say, M.C.L.X.
  323. 22:50He is a poet that the way that he mixes concepts
  324. 22:58and word usage together in a way that you would not think
  325. 23:03something should be correlated together.
  326. 23:05Who is the poet M.C.L.X.
  327. 23:09OK. It's he has a poem, two poems
  328. 23:14that he's become known for traffic and sleep deprivation.
  329. 23:18And the way that he uses and tells stories
  330. 23:23and uses analogy and metaphor and symbolism.
  331. 23:28And it takes you on an entirely different journey.
  332. 23:32And then by the time you get to the end of the poem,
  333. 23:35you realize that he stayed on topic.
  334. 23:38But he took you to a lot of different deviated
  335. 23:42side road shows in the process.
  336. 23:50I would say Ray McHale, because she
  337. 23:54does great with personification.
  338. 23:58Like she the she has this poem
  339. 24:00where by the time you get to the end of the poem,
  340. 24:04you realize that what you thought the original subject was
  341. 24:08was not the subject at all.
  342. 24:10And you don't realize what it is that she's personifying
  343. 24:14until she reaches the end of the poem.
  344. 24:17So she takes you on this outer world
  345. 24:20journey before she brings you back.
  346. 24:25And so that that's just a few
  347. 24:28perform like far as poets that are.
  348. 24:34Before me, or that I look up to,
  349. 24:40I would say liberty.
  350. 24:43She was one of the first poets that I had
  351. 24:46saw that can freestyle on the mic.
  352. 24:50Like she'll start with something that may be pre-read
  353. 24:53and then she'll just get in the zone.
  354. 24:56And if you once you get to know her, you can tell when she's gotten
  355. 24:59to that zone and she'll just start freestyling.
  356. 25:02And it seems like it was one cohesive
  357. 25:06memorized piece, and it wasn't.
  358. 25:08Yeah, I definitely had a chance to witness it quite a few times
  359. 25:13and actually have a poetry album.
  360. 25:17This is amazing.
  361. 25:18And you know, now her her son is in the modeling.
  362. 25:22Doing a lot of modeling shows.
  363. 25:25And so I work with them in a different light.
  364. 25:27So yes.
  365. 25:30And one other poet I'll mention
  366. 25:32before I get in trouble for naming names,
  367. 25:35I would be remiss if I did not mention my poetic mother,
  368. 25:39Miss Honeybell Bass.
  369. 25:43The not only the way her stage presence, her style,
  370. 25:49because when I say she is meticulous about her theme matching,
  371. 25:56if she has a if she's wearing.
  372. 26:00If the if the colors of the event are going to be purple
  373. 26:04and gold, she's she walking in head to toe drift.
  374. 26:09Everything's coordinated.
  375. 26:11So not only does she make sure she's matching whatever theme
  376. 26:14she's established, she's bringing with her things to match.
  377. 26:19So I remember she had did
  378. 26:22an event and the poem that she was sharing with or
  379. 26:26poem or sermon she was sharing was about seashells
  380. 26:31and how crab hermit crabs line up to change shells.
  381. 26:37And the message was how
  382. 26:41we have to learn how to get in line for our blessings.
  383. 26:44We can't always be in competition with one another
  384. 26:48because we never know if what we're growing out of
  385. 26:51may be the perfect fit for the person coming behind us.
  386. 26:56And she actually had shells to pass out
  387. 27:00to remind you to pass on your shell once you've outgrown it.
  388. 27:07And so, yes, her the her whole dynamic
  389. 27:10and she's the poet that taught me about using poetry for advocacy
  390. 27:16and for education.
  391. 27:18And yeah, that just she's she's so over the top with it.
  392. 27:23But I love the way that that dynamic fits her and her personality so well.
  393. 27:30That's that's a beautiful thing.
  394. 27:32And like you said, I'm passing on.
  395. 27:34So that's in a sense, that's that's marketing
  396. 27:38and a way to be remembered also that impact.
  397. 27:42So how do you market yourself personally as an artist,
  398. 27:49multifaceted artist?
  399. 27:51So one thing I have definitely become known for is my shades.
  400. 27:57I have them in a plethora of colors, of sizes, of shapes.
  401. 28:04And it came from a place of my introvertedness,
  402. 28:08of me not wanting to be center stage, of not wanting to see the audience.
  403. 28:13So my first set of shades was as dark as Ray Charles and Stevie Wonder
  404. 28:20put together, because you ain't you can't see me.
  405. 28:23I can't see you.
  406. 28:24We're going to say these words and we're going to disappear.
  407. 28:28Now I've become a lot more confident and comfortable on the stage.
  408. 28:32However, shades is just going to be a part of the package from now on,
  409. 28:36because I spent too much money.
  410. 28:38Right, right, right. I'm all in now.
  411. 28:43Also, on the fashion side,
  412. 28:46I've become known for how I present myself when I go onto the stage,
  413. 28:51even if it's just an open mic.
  414. 28:53I had one poet tell me they don't remember
  415. 28:57if they've ever seen me in the same outfit twice.
  416. 29:00Not that I own that many clothes, I don't think.
  417. 29:07But after a few
  418. 29:11months back out in community and the creative community,
  419. 29:16I ran into I was following a fellow creative around that I grew up around,
  420. 29:22because the person is older than me, but I grew up around them.
  421. 29:26And so I was finally grown enough to support them in their creative endeavors.
  422. 29:30And so I did so.
  423. 29:31So the more that I saw their name, the more that I followed them around
  424. 29:35and the more that I followed them around, the more people I met.
  425. 29:38And in following this person, I ran into an owner
  426. 29:43of a clothing boutique for curvy women.
  427. 29:47And I went to the boutique and liked what I saw.
  428. 29:51And they had a model call out.
  429. 29:54And during that time, I would have been frequenting a lot of fashion shows.
  430. 29:58And my daughter had also given me an ultimatum
  431. 30:01that if I was going to go to another show, I needed to be walking.
  432. 30:07So things aligned that she put out a model call.
  433. 30:10I went asked her whether or not I needed to have modeled before.
  434. 30:15And she said, no, it was amateur friendly.
  435. 30:17And I got selected for the model call.
  436. 30:20And I walked in my first show for her and then she had another show.
  437. 30:24And I think I walked in about four or five shows for her,
  438. 30:28including being able to walk during the NBA All-Stars.
  439. 30:35And so that just boosted my confidence because prior to that.
  440. 30:41Being a foolish figured woman.
  441. 30:44There were not a lot of stylistic options to wear.
  442. 30:49And I had spent so much of my young adult
  443. 30:54and late teens being berated for my size
  444. 30:59and being told that I was less than because of my size,
  445. 31:04that I was very self conscious about how I presented myself.
  446. 31:08So I would wear oversized garments
  447. 31:13that were not necessarily flattering to my figure simply to hide myself.
  448. 31:18And it wasn't until I had seen that there is fashion
  449. 31:27and not fast fashion, but fashion that is size appropriate and flattering
  450. 31:34that I started to embrace.
  451. 31:38Who I am.
  452. 31:41And so because of that, it transitioned to also my confidence
  453. 31:45on the stage, because I was now able to access
  454. 31:49stylists, garments that may have been one of kind pieces
  455. 31:53and wear them in a way that only I could.
  456. 31:58So as far as marketing, you could say your biggest marketing
  457. 32:03tactic is networking.
  458. 32:05So so how how has you taken it, you know, as an introvert?
  459. 32:11Yes. How how is it networking and getting yourself out there?
  460. 32:16You know, or what are some tactics that you use?
  461. 32:19OK, I got to focus on three people once I get my three.
  462. 32:23OK, I can leave. Or is it China?
  463. 32:26OK, let me just see what comes about.
  464. 32:30You have a certain person in mind.
  465. 32:33What are some of your networking tips for other,
  466. 32:36you know, introverted artists or entrepreneurs?
  467. 32:40First, to be comfortable with with yourself.
  468. 32:42And if you're not comfortable with yourself,
  469. 32:45get comfortable with your accomplishments.
  470. 32:47If you I know a lot of people will tell you
  471. 32:51not to put your worth in your accomplishments,
  472. 32:54but sometimes that's the only place you have to start.
  473. 32:58What also boosted my confidence to step out
  474. 33:01the way that I I have now become known to doing is I
  475. 33:07serve my country and community as an AmeriCorps
  476. 33:11VISTA volunteer, this demeaning volunteers and service to America.
  477. 33:15During that time, what the organization I was stationed with,
  478. 33:21I had made close professional relationships
  479. 33:26and those professional relationships became personal friendships.
  480. 33:31And in talking to the individuals surrounding me at that time.
  481. 33:36I had to disclose because again, we had started professionally,
  482. 33:41so they had access to my LinkedIn account,
  483. 33:44and they had took the time to actually purview my LinkedIn account.
  484. 33:49And they came back to me and they was like,
  485. 33:52how are you sitting quiet and unknown
  486. 33:55when you've accomplished more in a five, ten year span?
  487. 34:02She was like, you are in your 20s
  488. 34:04and you have more accreditation than somebody in their 40s.
  489. 34:09And she started just pouring on this praise that I had not received.
  490. 34:14And she was like, why do you go and do all of this stuff?
  491. 34:19I was like, one, when I get bored, I can't sit still.
  492. 34:22So I'll find something to get into.
  493. 34:24And then when I couldn't find employment, well, I'm not going.
  494. 34:28I'd already knew not to have a gap on my resume.
  495. 34:31So I'm going to fill it with somebody's workshop or class.
  496. 34:34And I just kept doing it.
  497. 34:37And so that encouraged me to start speaking with more authority.
  498. 34:45So when I would go into rooms, a question would be asked
  499. 34:49and I would be able to answer the question or I would ask a question
  500. 34:53because I've become also known for at podcasts and different things,
  501. 34:57asking a question that shakes the whole room.
  502. 35:01It came from not knowing value of self,
  503. 35:07so putting value in accomplishments.
  504. 35:10And so knowing that I got this certification from an organization
  505. 35:14that has credentialing helped me support myself
  506. 35:20and navigate through various conversations because I knew
  507. 35:23I had some accolade that I could say, well, I am certified in this
  508. 35:29by so and so standard to speak on such and such topic.
  509. 35:34So it started there.
  510. 35:35And then it would also be I would quite literally be a wallflower
  511. 35:42at the networking events.
  512. 35:43I would stand on the wall.
  513. 35:45And then I would look at who else was standing on the wall.
  514. 35:49And then I'd go and lean on the wall against them.
  515. 35:53And we'd look at each other and look at the wall,
  516. 35:55the rest of the room and look at each other.
  517. 35:57And then we'd say, so you're uncomfortable, too.
  518. 36:01Yes, I'm very uncomfortable.
  519. 36:03You want to be uncomfortable together. Sure.
  520. 36:06And we'd sit and have a one on one conversation
  521. 36:08about how we ended up in this room that we were both too uncomfortable
  522. 36:12to converse with anybody else other than the fact
  523. 36:15that we spotted another wallflower.
  524. 36:18And so that has become what my networking strategy has been
  525. 36:23individual one on one conversations
  526. 36:27where I'm able to be open and honest with people
  527. 36:31about what my experiences are
  528. 36:34and using empathy to understand their experiences
  529. 36:37and building rapport and connections that have led
  530. 36:41to more opportunities, opportunities.
  531. 36:47So I want to touch on some of your accomplishments
  532. 36:50or what is one of your proudest or grandest accomplishments?
  533. 36:56Finally, acknowledging my worth.
  534. 37:01That's it.
  535. 37:02I love that.
  536. 37:04And a lot of this
  537. 37:06our reason I started this podcast is to get more introspective
  538. 37:10with the self behind the business versus the business
  539. 37:14and, you know, sales marketing and all that X, Y, Z,
  540. 37:18the bells and whistles to run a business or a creative endeavor.
  541. 37:22But they're more internal.
  542. 37:24So I'm glad you said that because it's not a true award
  543. 37:28or accomplishment that you hang on the wall.
  544. 37:30That's that's inside.
  545. 37:34Yeah, I mean, projected out, you know,
  546. 37:37and I'm finally learning how to do that.
  547. 37:40It's taken quite a bit of time for me to get here.
  548. 37:43Quite a bit of work,
  549. 37:48various disappointments.
  550. 37:50Stepping on my own self to spite my face occasionally.
  551. 37:55And some hard decisions.
  552. 37:59But at the end of the day, I can't put the weight
  553. 38:02on the amount of workshops I've accomplished on the certifications
  554. 38:08and the amount of alphabet soup that I can put at the end of my name.
  555. 38:14Because if I am not able to.
  556. 38:21Acknowledge myself
  557. 38:22and my value without having to be judged
  558. 38:28by someone else's perception of what should be valued.
  559. 38:32Then where is the true word?
  560. 38:35Because when, say, at any given time, especially in today's climate,
  561. 38:41one of those certifications lose their accreditation rights,
  562. 38:45then what is the value of what I learned?
  563. 38:50Is it simply because ABC Company said that they taught me something?
  564. 38:56Or is it because I was able to pull
  565. 38:59knowledge from ABC Company, mix it with my lived experiences
  566. 39:04and convey a collective message to the next person?
  567. 39:16Passing it on to the next person.
  568. 39:20What sensory systems do you use, if any at all?
  569. 39:25Touch, feel, sight, smell.
  570. 39:29Or if not some that you would like to include.
  571. 39:39Some people love burning candles and writing or putting on music,
  572. 39:44writing, freestyling sometimes.
  573. 39:47Some people have a dark room.
  574. 39:49And what are some sensory systems that you use?
  575. 39:57Lived experiences.
  576. 40:01Sometimes it will be a song that I'm listening to that.
  577. 40:08Makes me have a thought, like when I wrote the poem Diva.
  578. 40:17A few years ago, I was I mean, I think it was the BET Awards or something.
  579. 40:22Beyonce's song, A Diva is a.
  580. 40:26I don't even know the lyrics, because all I know now is my acronym.
  581. 40:30Yes.
  582. 40:32And I was like, is that all the divas capable of being?
  583. 40:36Can't a diva be more?
  584. 40:40Then what is currently being mainstreamed?
  585. 40:44And so then the acronym came about a daughter invested in Victoria's Achievement.
  586. 40:50It gives an entirely different definition to diva.
  587. 40:54It's more than just a prima donna that has her head
  588. 40:59so far up the clouds that she can't see what's in front of her.
  589. 41:03It gives it a meaning of someone that
  590. 41:08recognizes their humility, recognizes that they are.
  591. 41:15Subject to someone else's authority,
  592. 41:18recognizes that they are responsible for the mantle that they carry.
  593. 41:24And so now my daughter runs around talking about diva, this diva, that,
  594. 41:29and she's referring to my poem.
  595. 41:32And so now it's again, words have power and two edged sword.
  596. 41:38So now I have to deal with an 11 year old running around telling me,
  597. 41:43well, you told me I'm a diva, so I'm not going and we not going.
  598. 41:50And I don't settle for I was like, OK, let's reevaluate
  599. 41:58the standards and definitions of what we're going to use.
  600. 42:01So now when we have conversations and it's time
  601. 42:05and it's a moment where she needs to be redirected,
  602. 42:10I'll remind her, OK, you said you're a diva.
  603. 42:13What is the definition of a diva?
  604. 42:15What is the responsibility of a diva?
  605. 42:18Did the actions and the words that you speak,
  606. 42:22did they characterize what a diva is supposed to be?
  607. 42:25And the definition that you have for diva, or is it
  608. 42:30the other definition?
  609. 42:31And so she has to sit down and reevaluate and take time
  610. 42:36to reflect on behaviors and actions and see if it lines up
  611. 42:40with the standards that she set for me to follow for her.
  612. 42:45And so it allows that evaluative tool.
  613. 42:51And so that that's covering music site.
  614. 42:57Sometimes I will see something in my community
  615. 43:02and it will stir me to have to write, to express
  616. 43:07what emotions arise from what I've seen, touch.
  617. 43:14There's been some poems that are born of relationships
  618. 43:19that I've had and the dreams and aspirations
  619. 43:24that I've had for those relationships,
  620. 43:28even though they are no longer.
  621. 43:31So it comes from a myriad of muses and sources.
  622. 43:39Speaking on, you know, relationships,
  623. 43:42whose relationships are important
  624. 43:45for thriving and long term success and achievements.
  625. 43:50You have to have good relationships.
  626. 43:52That's in business or in the creative realm.
  627. 43:55But when was the last time you heard a poem
  628. 44:01that made you physically unable to speak one?
  629. 44:17Because I don't. Yes.
  630. 44:22I know I've had some in the past.
  631. 44:24I can't recall the specific title or the artist,
  632. 44:27but I know I had even yours is, you know, you definitely,
  633. 44:32like you said, thought provoking and kind of had me stunned.
  634. 44:35Like, wow, you really just said that?
  635. 44:37Yeah, I would have I would I would have to say I don't.
  636. 44:41I couldn't even attempt to name names.
  637. 44:44Oh, but I do remember the feeling.
  638. 44:48I do remember being shook by the emotion
  639. 44:53that was invoked by being staggered
  640. 44:57by someone else's raw, vulnerable expression
  641. 45:04and knowing that they were either channeling
  642. 45:08on behalf of someone else's experience,
  643. 45:11because that is a possibility, especially as a creative
  644. 45:15and an empathetic creative.
  645. 45:17You are very you open yourself
  646. 45:22to the energies of others.
  647. 45:27And so you you can tell when a piece that is
  648. 45:33that was written and that is being performed or even read.
  649. 45:37If it's coming from that person's personal
  650. 45:41lived experience or an experience of one close to them
  651. 45:45and they were retelling that story.
  652. 45:55To see the artists, artists in the city, you know,
  653. 46:00you know, speaking for myself, I would travel with it, you know, south
  654. 46:04south and east, not so much the West Coast.
  655. 46:07So I haven't, you know, had a chance to witness a lot of West Coast artists.
  656. 46:12But, you know, south and east and of course, the Midwest.
  657. 46:16Some powerful, powerful
  658. 46:19pieces, even music
  659. 46:23that comes about.
  660. 46:24I even, you know, shocked myself once when I when I was writing frequency.
  661. 46:29I'm like, wow, I had to do that all in one sitting
  662. 46:33because it was just so, so, so powerful and spiritual.
  663. 46:39Like I can say that was my first in depth spiritual poem.
  664. 46:43That's kind of how I left and ended my, you know, performing career.
  665. 46:51Like I said, I'm blessed to be around so many artists
  666. 46:55that take their craft seriously and have a story to tell
  667. 47:01and tell, like you said, other people's story.
  668. 47:04I would say, you know,
  669. 47:06ever me and Maya and Mowgrey's like those two.
  670. 47:11Especially Mowgrey, you could go real, real deep
  671. 47:14in my personal, which, you know, a sense of vulnerability is
  672. 47:18to me was unmatched at the time we was doing it.
  673. 47:23So kudos to him.
  674. 47:24I think he kind of hung it up too, kind of fell back.
  675. 47:28But, you know, if you haven't heard the nappy
  676. 47:32who's it, the nappy chronicles or nappy head chronicles, my bad.
  677. 47:38Mowgrey. Yeah, check it out.
  678. 47:41Mowgrey's on all streaming platforms and I also want to ask
  679. 47:46what helps you get into your creative mode in space?
  680. 47:53It just comes and sometimes it's so highly irritating.
  681. 47:58I occasionally suffer from insomnia
  682. 48:02and it will be moments where I know I finally fell asleep
  683. 48:08and then all of a sudden, all of these thoughts start
  684. 48:11running through my mind and then I'm up and I'm on my phone
  685. 48:15because I finally converted to technology so I don't write
  686. 48:19my poems physically anymore because that became a problem.
  687. 48:22I have both, I'll say.
  688. 48:25It became a problem for me because if I'm physically writing
  689. 48:29while feeling the emotion that's overcoming me.
  690. 48:34I am not writing in the English language.
  691. 48:38I am writing in Egyptian hieroglyphics.
  692. 48:42It is. And then if I.
  693. 48:46Put my pen down, walk away from the poem and come back.
  694. 48:51It's only by the grace of God that he gives me the poem back
  695. 48:55because half the time I cannot go back and reread it.
  696. 48:58And it don't matter how I try and pace myself.
  697. 49:01It don't matter if I start off writing in print.
  698. 49:04I'm going to switch to cursive.
  699. 49:06And when I write in cursive, it doesn't matter
  700. 49:08if I have the page tilted one way.
  701. 49:11My handwriting always slants to the opposite direction
  702. 49:14that the page was sitting on.
  703. 49:16And so it just and I think I've shown you some of my old writing.
  704. 49:23It's I could have been a doctor writing prescriptions at
  705. 49:28point my handwriting.
  706. 49:30I still have a poem that I have it unencrypted because
  707. 49:35I was trying something new back in the early 2000s.
  708. 49:39It was a cool thing to like write your poem in random shapes.
  709. 49:43So I tried writing a poem in a spiral
  710. 49:46and then I ran out of space on the paper.
  711. 49:49So I inverted the spiral on itself.
  712. 49:52So now I do not know which part of the spiral is the start
  713. 49:55or the end of the poem.
  714. 49:59Another time I did not have an ink pen or a regular paper.
  715. 50:03I just had this yellow or orange flyer from church
  716. 50:09and I wrote on the back of it with a yellow highlighter.
  717. 50:14That poem took about two,
  718. 50:17maybe five years to figure out what it said.
  719. 50:20And, you know, by that time, the highlighter has faded.
  720. 50:24The orange has faded into the highlighter like it was.
  721. 50:29I don't even know how other than I know God gave me that poem back
  722. 50:33to finally share with the world because you touched on something,
  723. 50:38even with business notes and like things for our business.
  724. 50:41You know, I'm always writing things down.
  725. 50:43It could be a napkin.
  726. 50:44It'd be a piece of paper, like you said, a flyer.
  727. 50:47Yeah, a skin, an arm sometimes, back of the hand.
  728. 50:51You know, whatever I could write physically on with a pen, I'm going to do it.
  729. 50:56And, you know, I'm going to transfer it to my phone
  730. 50:58or, you know, laptop later or wherever I keep my notes.
  731. 51:02So I definitely can relate.
  732. 51:05But now I love technology.
  733. 51:07So sometimes I may write something.
  734. 51:09I could take a picture of it and have the ability
  735. 51:12to copy and paste the picture onto a note.
  736. 51:15So I love technology.
  737. 51:18So here's where I use technology to to my advantage.
  738. 51:22Going back to me being a freestyle, free verse writer.
  739. 51:27Recently, I've been freestyling more often
  740. 51:30and it's I shouldn't say more often because I've always freestyle.
  741. 51:35It's just half the time those poems was lost
  742. 51:37because once I get in the zone and I start talking to myself out loud
  743. 51:41and it be a poem that I'm not writing it down.
  744. 51:45And we already established I don't remember my poems.
  745. 51:49So that would just said to the wind and gone.
  746. 51:53I now stop myself.
  747. 51:57Turn on my voice recording app in my phone.
  748. 52:01Say whatever it is my heart desire is.
  749. 52:05Turn it off.
  750. 52:06And at first, before voice recording technology caught up,
  751. 52:09I would have to pause place replay just to type it out into notes.
  752. 52:13Now I can transcribe it.
  753. 52:15From voice to text and then just go in and do my little edits.
  754. 52:19And it has saved me a lot.
  755. 52:23Yeah, that's that that part because, you know, I travel a lot and.
  756. 52:29You know, I listen to a lot of podcasts.
  757. 52:31So it's like our our audiobook.
  758. 52:34So it's like a university wide drive.
  759. 52:37But, you know, I would be in traffic and, you know, I can't always type.
  760. 52:42So I will audio record a lot of, like I say,
  761. 52:46either business notes or poems, songs or, you know,
  762. 52:50just freedom of expression, how I felt that day.
  763. 52:53And it got me through a lot of tough seasons.
  764. 52:57Like you talk about being your own best friend,
  765. 53:00your own personal hear yourself or hear your thoughts,
  766. 53:03you know, that self love, even that words of encouragement.
  767. 53:06Like, I really did this.
  768. 53:07And going back to accomplishments and things that you did.
  769. 53:11And sometimes people remind me like, man, you really did.
  770. 53:15Like, you really be out here.
  771. 53:17I was like, really?
  772. 53:18Like, it's interesting hearing other people's viewpoint of you.
  773. 53:24Yes. And that that's like I said earlier,
  774. 53:26that's what made me start to reevaluate how I
  775. 53:33the equation that I used to equate what meant worth, because it took.
  776. 53:40It took a while.
  777. 53:42And I'm going to you lucky I know you
  778. 53:49because you you you pulling back some stuff
  779. 53:52that I think I was going to be sharing publicly this soon.
  780. 53:55Power power relationships.
  781. 54:00I'm a firstborn child.
  782. 54:04My mother and not just a firstborn child.
  783. 54:07I am a firstborn daughter.
  784. 54:09My mother, my biological mother, firstborn daughter
  785. 54:13and the firstborn child.
  786. 54:16My grandmother, the firstborn daughter and the firstborn child.
  787. 54:21And I believe my great grandmother was as well.
  788. 54:26So that's more and my daughter is a firstborn child, firstborn daughter.
  789. 54:31Being the eldest child comes with a mantle of responsibility
  790. 54:36that is not always discussed.
  791. 54:39And being that firstborn and being a daughter
  792. 54:43in a society where the firstborn
  793. 54:48traditionally should have been male, you carry
  794. 54:53a different type of responsibility.
  795. 54:56I have two younger siblings.
  796. 55:00I have been in foster care and was adopted.
  797. 55:08It was my responsibility as the eldest
  798. 55:12to keep tabs on my two younger siblings,
  799. 55:14even though we were in separate foster homes.
  800. 55:17We all got adopted into separate homes.
  801. 55:20I because I was the oldest,
  802. 55:23they are four and six years younger than me,
  803. 55:26meaning they didn't remember much about biological family.
  804. 55:30If when I when I was removed from the family
  805. 55:32because we were moved at the same time, I was 10.
  806. 55:37So it was up to me to one, remind them
  807. 55:41who they came from, that there was a family that still loved them
  808. 55:45despite circumstances, how to have access to this family.
  809. 55:50And that I'm still there for them.
  810. 55:53And that has become
  811. 55:58a mantle that became so heavy to carry.
  812. 56:05It has affected my ability to partake in romantic relationships
  813. 56:11because it wasn't understood why when my phone would ring,
  814. 56:17didn't matter what time it was, if it was one of their numbers,
  815. 56:21everything stopping is coming to a halt
  816. 56:23and I'm going to see what they need.
  817. 56:27And it was thought of to be an abnormal relationship
  818. 56:31without the understanding that in their eyes,
  819. 56:36because of how young they were when they were removed
  820. 56:38from the rest of the family,
  821. 56:40I'm the only blood family they got.
  822. 56:43So I'm the only one they can call.
  823. 56:45I'm the only one they can lean on.
  824. 56:48And that's heavy considering
  825. 56:53what emotional traumas that I had to endure
  826. 56:58during the time that I was in foster and adoptive care and
  827. 57:02still be strong for those around me
  828. 57:05and not know where it will be safe to unburden myself
  829. 57:13because proper discernment didn't come till later.
  830. 57:17So I would go to people thinking that I could share my cares
  831. 57:21with them and have a shoulder to talk to
  832. 57:26when, in fact, it was a set of ears connected to a mouth
  833. 57:29that would go and tell someone else.
  834. 57:31And so that caused more damage.
  835. 57:33And so that created lack of trust.
  836. 57:38So in relationship building, it's it's different having to
  837. 57:47learn how to trust and lean and ask for help
  838. 57:51from someone when you're so used to being the answer.
  839. 57:59So that was heavy.
  840. 58:04I wasn't expecting it.
  841. 58:05And I'm going to connect you with my good friend Kayla,
  842. 58:11who was an adoptee.
  843. 58:12She goes by the unshattered adoptee.
  844. 58:14I don't know if you met her or not.
  845. 58:16But yeah, it has a nonprofit, you know, around that.
  846. 58:20And I think, yeah, y'all connection really, you know,
  847. 58:22together with flourish in many different ways.
  848. 58:26But being someone who's strong and there for others,
  849. 58:31but sometimes on the back end, you know, I can speak for myself
  850. 58:34being strong and, you know, assertive in a community.
  851. 58:38We don't get that in return.
  852. 58:41So how are let me say,
  853. 58:48how has it been or even do you have people that
  854. 58:54are there for you, you know, who's there for the strong
  855. 58:57and, you know, the strongest for everybody else?
  856. 59:03I can finally say that I finally found my tribe of people.
  857. 59:08But even in finding them, it took a while to trust.
  858. 59:14And for me, trust doesn't just come from you saying you're there.
  859. 59:18For me, it took actions and it took repetitive action.
  860. 59:22Oh, I have a girl.
  861. 59:25Well, two girlfriends that both of my close friends are both older than me.
  862. 59:30Well, just to find girlfriends for because some people were like,
  863. 59:33Oh, my homegirls, they got my back.
  864. 59:37I was born in the 90s is the original definition.
  865. 59:41Look up the TV sitcom.
  866. 59:43I just like the clarification.
  867. 59:47Oh, both of them.
  868. 59:52We again, these were professional relationships that became personal
  869. 59:56because I met them in the professional place.
  870. 1:00:00They saw me.
  871. 1:00:02And again, because I'm younger than them, they would be they would see me
  872. 1:00:06doing certain things and moving in a certain way.
  873. 1:00:08And they were like, why do you do that?
  874. 1:00:11And I would brush them off.
  875. 1:00:13And then at one point, they seen that I was struggling with things.
  876. 1:00:17And so this is where having friends
  877. 1:00:21that are older than you is a blessing and a curse,
  878. 1:00:24because one day they your homegirl and the next day they talking to you
  879. 1:00:27like, hey, your mammy.
  880. 1:00:32So I guess I triggered the mama and my one homegirl
  881. 1:00:37because she was like, yeah,
  882. 1:00:41I did X, Y and Z, and you're going to accept X, Y and Z.
  883. 1:00:45And we're doing X, Y and Z.
  884. 1:00:46And you're just going to show up.
  885. 1:00:49And she showed up for me in that way more than once.
  886. 1:00:54And it took a while for me to realize that I could actually trust her.
  887. 1:00:59So when something came up with my family,
  888. 1:01:02I had no one else that I could trust to be that vulnerable with.
  889. 1:01:07I called her and she was like, I'm shocked that you actually asked for help.
  890. 1:01:12So the first thing that she said, other than asking about the situation.
  891. 1:01:18Well, she told me she was proud that I asked for help.
  892. 1:01:23How much that just sunk in my heart, like I really felt that in my heart
  893. 1:01:26because I'm someone that doesn't ask for help.
  894. 1:01:29I'm I'm introverted.
  895. 1:01:30I'm to myself a lot.
  896. 1:01:31I love, you know, taking initiative on things
  897. 1:01:34I love doing or have to do, but by myself.
  898. 1:01:38And like, you know, like I said, being a strong person and helping other people.
  899. 1:01:44There's not too many people that, you know, help me or, you know,
  900. 1:01:47not that I also I don't ask for the help, but I appreciate those that,
  901. 1:01:52you know, take the time out like, you know, let me assist you.
  902. 1:01:56Let me give you some resources, even if you want to do it by yourself.
  903. 1:01:59Let me, you know, set you up so you can do it by yourself even better.
  904. 1:02:03Right. I appreciate that, you know, because I'm I'm a creative
  905. 1:02:07and I'm structured a certain way.
  906. 1:02:08I'm trying to be more structured and, you know, allow more people in
  907. 1:02:12and allow, you know, like you said, that tribe and the community to assist.
  908. 1:02:17And, you know, sometimes it's hard, you know.
  909. 1:02:20It could be a trust thing, but for me, it's not necessarily trust.
  910. 1:02:24It's a it's a habit.
  911. 1:02:26You know, I'm used to being by myself and doing stuff by myself.
  912. 1:02:29Having to, you know, love myself,
  913. 1:02:33you know, my own best friend, you know, do business by myself.
  914. 1:02:38Like, you know, in this current stage, 2025, I am my only employee, you know.
  915. 1:02:44So I do work on a lot of teams and I know how it is,
  916. 1:02:48you know, starting off.
  917. 1:02:50Do you have any encouraging words for, you know, a new entrepreneur, a new artist?
  918. 1:02:55And see, that's where me and you knock heads,
  919. 1:02:58because you kept calling me an entrepreneur a few years ago,
  920. 1:03:01and I would say, no, I'm not.
  921. 1:03:06I was still saying.
  922. 1:03:08I'm a creative.
  923. 1:03:10I am. So wait, wait, wait.
  924. 1:03:13Let's rewind, because I ain't going to let you question.
  925. 1:03:17So. Do you make money for poetry?
  926. 1:03:21Yes. I just started making money for poetry within the last year.
  927. 1:03:26Because, OK, well, well.
  928. 1:03:28Yes. Within the last year, prior to that, it was it was my therapy.
  929. 1:03:36It was my outlet. It was how I expressed myself.
  930. 1:03:40It was how I was able to.
  931. 1:03:43And it still is.
  932. 1:03:45It's how I'm able to communicate and convey messages to people
  933. 1:03:48when I'm not able to talk to them directly.
  934. 1:03:50Or I feel that there is a hindrance between how I'm able to communicate.
  935. 1:03:56And poetry has always been my voice in those moments
  936. 1:04:01where I feel that I can't use my actual voice.
  937. 1:04:06That's how it was with music.
  938. 1:04:08I mean, I got to say poetry, too, and they're both, you know,
  939. 1:04:10one and the same.
  940. 1:04:14And I appreciate you with your deep emotions.
  941. 1:04:19And there's a couple more questions,
  942. 1:04:21and I was kind of pressed with time today.
  943. 1:04:23But how has media influenced your market?
  944. 1:04:28And industry, as far as like poetry, modeling, just the artist scene
  945. 1:04:33in general, you know, I'm into media and photography and video production.
  946. 1:04:40How has that influenced maybe the past 10 years up to now?
  947. 1:04:45And, you know, both have advanced and evolved.
  948. 1:04:48So I guess that I tie into your previous question with this one.
  949. 1:04:54What I would advise someone coming up
  950. 1:04:58in wanting to be a paid artist
  951. 1:05:04is to find what skills you have from whatever your professional day job is
  952. 1:05:10and how you can tie them into what you do creatively.
  953. 1:05:16So going back to those accolades that I said that I have
  954. 1:05:20on the professional side of things, I went when I was in high school,
  955. 1:05:25I did Oracle Database Modeling and then also some robotic engineering.
  956. 1:05:34So I got a bit of IT designing background when I was at the rec center
  957. 1:05:39and I would volunteer because Mr.
  958. 1:05:42Howard understood that I was going to be at the rec every day
  959. 1:05:45because I didn't want to be at home.
  960. 1:05:46He put me to work.
  961. 1:05:48Miss Denise was the tech admin at the time,
  962. 1:05:52and this was when Windows 93 was still a thing.
  963. 1:05:56Yes, I'm dating myself. Good Lord.
  964. 1:05:58You don't say it too loud.
  965. 1:05:59The young folks were like, oh, you were born in the 1900s?
  966. 1:06:04So this was back when Canva was not even a dream.
  967. 1:06:08We had Microsoft Publisher.
  968. 1:06:11And so I learned under her how to manipulate and create flyers
  969. 1:06:15and create banners and all of that good stuff in Publisher.
  970. 1:06:19I even ended up becoming responsible for making the anniversary flyers
  971. 1:06:25for my church because of the way I could build and stack the word art
  972. 1:06:29and the designs and the images and drop the pictures in and all of that.
  973. 1:06:35So I then Canva came about and my best friend, my twin,
  974. 1:06:42he does graphic designing, and so we both would play off of each other.
  975. 1:06:46And so I started using my graphic design abilities to showcase my poetry
  976. 1:06:53and even other things on my Instagram.
  977. 1:06:57So majority of the things on my Instagram,
  978. 1:07:00even when I was just showcasing someone else's art that and I attended the event,
  979. 1:07:06I did that design.
  980. 1:07:08I dropped it in Canva and I did the video edits myself.
  981. 1:07:11I did the audio edit adding.
  982. 1:07:13I did all of that myself.
  983. 1:07:16The crop work, the formatting in the words,
  984. 1:07:20I would start with the available templates,
  985. 1:07:22but I will always edit them to what my aesthetic was for the day.
  986. 1:07:28So even now with me doing the 30 for 30 challenge,
  987. 1:07:31the reason it's taken me a bit longer to post them over on Instagram
  988. 1:07:34versus threads is because I'm actually doing the work to edit
  989. 1:07:40and create the designing in Canva to make it fit.
  990. 1:07:45And post or some of them will be real.
  991. 1:07:47Some of them will be slide bags.
  992. 1:07:50So, yeah.
  993. 1:07:52So you use your skills across the board
  994. 1:07:57and see how they are able to coalesce and correlate to one another.
  995. 1:08:06Just you expressing all of that sounds like an entrepreneur to me,
  996. 1:08:09you know, as far as marketing and get yourself out there,
  997. 1:08:11which a lot of entrepreneurs and business owners have to do.
  998. 1:08:17So to kind of wrap it up in a summit,
  999. 1:08:22sum it up and wrap it up in a bow reviewing this interview.
  1000. 1:08:26What are some key takeaways?
  1001. 1:08:29Maybe three to five things that you mentioned
  1002. 1:08:32or maybe haven't mentioned.
  1003. 1:08:37What do you want people to take away from this interview
  1004. 1:08:39before even listening to it or if they listen to it?
  1005. 1:08:49Take the time to find your own equation to self-worth.
  1006. 1:08:53One more time.
  1007. 1:08:56Take the time to find your own equation for self-worth.
  1008. 1:09:05Enjoy that life is a journey.
  1009. 1:09:11Stop to smell the roses.
  1010. 1:09:13Don't always be focused on where you're headed.
  1011. 1:09:21It's okay to ask for help, but use discernment.
  1012. 1:09:38Acronym that I've been using recently is
  1013. 1:09:41live your life VIP, victory in progress.
  1014. 1:09:48Can't close even better than it.
  1015. 1:09:50Well, let me take that back.
  1016. 1:09:52Maybe we can because I still want you to do a poem.
  1017. 1:09:56I thought I was going to get away with that.
  1018. 1:09:59I can't.
  1019. 1:10:00I mean, I've expressed on this podcast in my Sunday episodes,
  1020. 1:10:04like one of these days y'all hear a poem or a song from me,
  1021. 1:10:09but, you know, I have artist friends
  1022. 1:10:12and what better way to do it?
  1023. 1:10:15You know, I can even start it off with my snippet of frequency.
  1024. 1:10:20One of my staple poems.
  1025. 1:10:24Frequency.
  1026. 1:10:26Frequency is what you frequently see.
  1027. 1:10:29Vibrations all in the universe and also inside of me.
  1028. 1:10:37I was about to say, because if you're going to do frequency,
  1029. 1:10:39that means I got to find the version
  1030. 1:10:41that I wrote after hearing that one.
  1031. 1:10:43That one's in the archives.
  1032. 1:10:45All right, y'all about to get a real treat.
  1033. 1:10:48So is you really about to do frequency?
  1034. 1:10:50I mean, only do a snippet.
  1035. 1:10:51Maybe they get a, you know, one day.
  1036. 1:10:55I think you need a little more.
  1037. 1:10:57It's just in the wild.
  1038. 1:10:59Look, now I got to find mine.
  1039. 1:11:01It's in the archives.
  1040. 1:11:03It's all good.
  1041. 1:11:05So frequency.
  1042. 1:11:08Your frequency is what you frequently see.
  1043. 1:11:11Vibrations all in the universe and also inside of me.
  1044. 1:11:15Alien to the world society.
  1045. 1:11:17Shooting stars consciously.
  1046. 1:11:20Righteously.
  1047. 1:11:21Until every dust particle unites in me.
  1048. 1:11:24Sparkling.
  1049. 1:11:25As water wine and jewelry and jewelry see.
  1050. 1:11:29I shine bright beyond my time of infinity.
  1051. 1:11:32Living sea.
  1052. 1:11:33Speckles around my eyes as vicinity.
  1053. 1:11:37Vividly.
  1054. 1:11:38Femininity.
  1055. 1:11:39Raise my higher divinity.
  1056. 1:11:41Sacred trinity.
  1057. 1:11:42Reflects my divine masculinity.
  1058. 1:11:46Felt in the trenches.
  1059. 1:11:47Relentless.
  1060. 1:11:48Lost my human mind to gain my spiritual senses.
  1061. 1:11:53Defenseless.
  1062. 1:11:54Elevation.
  1063. 1:11:55Through focus and meditation.
  1064. 1:12:00Frequency is a little snippet.
  1065. 1:12:04One of these days, you know, I may even have a creative outlet on this podcast,
  1066. 1:12:09but I focus more on the business and creative entrepreneur side.
  1067. 1:12:14You know how more so newer entrepreneurs thrive as far as marketing and branding purposes.
  1068. 1:12:25So I am torn whether or not I should do the piece that
  1069. 1:12:29I wrote that was inspired by that piece or do something new.
  1070. 1:12:40It kind of correlates since, you know, I've dropped it in, you know.
  1071. 1:12:48How about I do both?
  1072. 1:12:51Okay.
  1073. 1:12:54Or how about a snippet of each other?
  1074. 1:12:56That's fair.
  1075. 1:13:03You got me digging through the archives looking for poetry.
  1076. 1:13:08I'm going to do my closing words for the podcast.
  1077. 1:13:12This has been, and stay tuned, because she's about to drop some nice thought-provoking
  1078. 1:13:17poetry for y'all.
  1079. 1:13:19So I appreciate everyone tuning in to Alienize Photos Industry Talk
  1080. 1:13:25as I cover different industries and give different business insights and tips
  1081. 1:13:32for new entrepreneurs and speak about my personal journey as a creative entrepreneur.
  1082. 1:13:39And I think Ms. Jewel Justice is about to drop some nice words for you all.
  1083. 1:13:49Do you deserve me?
  1084. 1:13:51Will you work to reserve me?
  1085. 1:13:53Will you help preserve my energy?
  1086. 1:13:56Because lately I feel so understated.
  1087. 1:14:00This feeling is overrated.
  1088. 1:14:02I've been giving access to my energy to people that don't deserve it.
  1089. 1:14:07They don't appreciate it.
  1090. 1:14:09They come back for refills like they are entitled to it.
  1091. 1:14:12While I'm cutting off the tap.
  1092. 1:14:15Revoking your access.
  1093. 1:14:17Installing a gatekeeper you'll need permission to pass.
  1094. 1:14:21Will you be found worthy of the privilege to gain access to that backstage pass?
  1095. 1:14:26Or will you be headed off at the start?
  1096. 1:14:29Because your intentions are not unadulterated.
  1097. 1:14:33Will your heart be found contaminated?
  1098. 1:14:37And that's just a snippet of that one.
  1099. 1:14:43I just want to shout out my media partners.
  1100. 1:14:45As we're here at LaunchArts recording this episode.
  1101. 1:14:50Yes, definitely check out LaunchArts media video production partners.
  1102. 1:14:56Vice president over the vice production.
  1103. 1:14:59I said vice production twice didn't I?
  1104. 1:15:01Video production.
  1105. 1:15:02It was two VVP.
  1106. 1:15:04Video production and vice president.
  1107. 1:15:05He had VP VP.
  1108. 1:15:07And then also the Pull Up Experience.
  1109. 1:15:11Fastest growing podcast here in Cleveland, Ohio.
  1110. 1:15:14Business podcast is at that.
  1111. 1:15:17And we had the opportunity to travel this past year.
  1112. 1:15:21You know brunch out a little bit.
  1113. 1:15:23So tap into the Pull Up Experience podcast.
  1114. 1:15:27We're big on YouTube.
  1115. 1:15:28That's our biggest platform right now.
  1116. 1:15:30And we just started releasing a lot of the audio episodes.
  1117. 1:15:34So stay tuned.
  1118. 1:15:36And also I can't forget about my brand.
  1119. 1:15:38Right?
  1120. 1:15:39Alienize Photos Media.
  1121. 1:15:41Where I focus on a lot of event photography nationally.
  1122. 1:15:45Soon to be globally.
  1123. 1:15:49So if you're looking for an event photographer or just even consulting.
  1124. 1:15:54Contact me at alienizephotos.com.
  1125. 1:15:58Scroll down to the bottom.
  1126. 1:16:01I'm reconstructing my site.
  1127. 1:16:02Because I've been learning.
  1128. 1:16:04So to put your contact info up top.
  1129. 1:16:06But scroll down to the bottom.
  1130. 1:16:08Or hit the booking link.
  1131. 1:16:10And send me some information about it.
  1132. 1:16:13And we can set up a call and see if it works for the both of us.
  1133. 1:16:17And then if you want coaching.
  1134. 1:16:18I do a lot of ideation sessions.
  1135. 1:16:21I love bouncing off ideas with others.
  1136. 1:16:23Especially other creatives.
  1137. 1:16:25Not just entrepreneurs.
  1138. 1:16:26Not just artists.
  1139. 1:16:28Creative entrepreneurs.
  1140. 1:16:30So if you love coaching.
  1141. 1:16:31You need strategy.
  1142. 1:16:32You want to build your brand more.
  1143. 1:16:34You can have a session.
  1144. 1:16:35So contact me if any of those fit your needs or wants or desires.
  1145. 1:16:42So we'd like to close out this episode.
  1146. 1:16:44Miss Jewel Justice.
  1147. 1:16:46And where can everybody find you at?
  1148. 1:16:49So my poetry can be found on Instagram.
  1149. 1:16:52At J-E-W-E-L-E-D-G-E-M-S underscore.
  1150. 1:17:00And the link in my bio will take you to any other interviews I have.
  1151. 1:17:04As well as my threads account.
  1152. 1:17:05My YouTube page.
  1153. 1:17:07My primary Instagram is Jewel Justice.
  1154. 1:17:11That's where you will find all things me.
  1155. 1:17:14And that's J-E-W-E-L-E-D-J-U-S-T-I-C-E.
  1156. 1:17:20That's them.
  1157. 1:17:21And then, you know, I will have it all connected to the show notes.
  1158. 1:17:24So if you're getting catching or if you're driving or anything of that sort.
  1159. 1:17:29It will be in the show notes.
  1160. 1:17:32So I'm going to close this out with I've been writing these poems.
  1161. 1:17:37It is a poetry prompt that ran a while.
  1162. 1:17:39I believe either in February or the latter part of March.
  1163. 1:17:45King Luce challenged me to the challenge that he had been challenged in.
  1164. 1:17:49And I think King Kamea.
  1165. 1:17:53I know I'm butchering that name.
  1166. 1:17:57Originally issued the challenge.
  1167. 1:17:59So I've been writing these poems to express the recessed thoughts of my mind
  1168. 1:18:06is more like a device to unwind, unbind, unravel, rewrite the prerequisites of my life.
  1169. 1:18:13See, I write these poems, songs of praise to God that created me
  1170. 1:18:18because he saw me when I didn't see myself.
  1171. 1:18:21I write these poems as encouragement for others still traveling through the dark.
  1172. 1:18:26I'll be the light shining at the end of the tunnel showing you
  1173. 1:18:31there's better on the other side.
  1174. 1:18:33I write to show you that you can photosynthesize pain into your own chlorophyll.
  1175. 1:18:38I write to show you you can overwrite, remix, retwist, re-encrypt to decrypt
  1176. 1:18:43those things you felt you were stuck in.
  1177. 1:18:45I write these poems so you don't feel as if you have to be buried in a crypt of your pain.
  1178. 1:18:51I write these poems to transmute energy.
  1179. 1:18:54I write these poems as more than a way to showcase my ability to take letters,
  1180. 1:19:02transform them into words, words into metaphors, metaphors into puns,
  1181. 1:19:06puns into similes, similes into fast meal thoughts.
  1182. 1:19:09I write as if it's the only way I'm capable of breathing.
  1183. 1:19:14I write these poems to intone the stories of those that have gone on before me.
  1184. 1:19:20I write to inform the future so they don't forget their past.
  1185. 1:19:24To carry on the existence of today so it's transcribed through time.
  1186. 1:19:28I write this poem because I'm just the vessel it flows through.
  1187. 1:19:32I write so these bits and bytes can be computed into your mind.
  1188. 1:19:37I write and release into the atmosphere that the power of the tongue
  1189. 1:19:41and the power of the pen are something to behold, to treasure, to cherish.
  1190. 1:19:49But most of all is not there to be misperched by your fear.
  1191. 1:19:54I've been writing these poems.
  1192. 1:19:58Wow, we cannot close better than that.
  1193. 1:20:01And it's been a while since we had to catch a live show because
  1194. 1:20:06yeah, your poetry has always struck a nerve.
  1195. 1:20:11And like you said, it's very thought-provoking and I appreciate that.
  1196. 1:20:15Again, this has been Alien Eyes Photos Industry Talk with photographer Jackson
  1197. 1:20:22interviewing the well-known, word-crafted poet.
  1198. 1:20:28I don't want to limit you to Cleveland.
  1199. 1:20:30You're national.
  1200. 1:20:31You're national now.
  1201. 1:20:33Thank you.
  1202. 1:20:34Your justice.
  1203. 1:20:36Thank you again.
  1204. 1:20:37Thank you so much, Alien.
  1205. 1:20:39Yes, yes.
  1206. 1:20:40I appreciate y'all until next time.
  1207. 1:20:42Like, share, subscribe, run back the previous episode.
  1208. 1:20:46Check out the solo episodes.
  1209. 1:20:48And yeah, remember, check out alieneyesphotos.com and also on social media.
  1210. 1:20:54You can follow me at alieneyes with a Z, photos with an S on all social media,
  1211. 1:21:00and also fan base.
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  1213. 1:21:07It's the app for creators.
  1214. 1:21:08I appreciate y'all.
  1215. 1:21:11Godspeed, self-love, motivation.
  1216. 1:21:15You gotta love yourself.
  1217. 1:21:16If you don't love you, then no one else will.
  1218. 1:21:21And that's all I have for today.
  1219. 1:21:22I am out.
  1220. 1:21:24Peace.